People can be described as of two kind: those walking in a path that harmonically connect past and future, and those running away from the past. this song tries to describe the feelings of the latter ones
Voice Lyrics by Lory Fayer
Music by EISENLAGER
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I spent my life trying to go away
from a nightmare that wasn't mine
from the consequences of mistakes
that haven't been made by me
The only things clear in my mind
were the things I didn't want to make
The only example in front of me
was of what I never wanted to to be
I didn't ever really know where to go
I didn't even really know what to do
II didn't even know which person to be
I didn't know what kind of life to live
the world is a maze with many paths
and I had not wire to follow there
and I had no compass to orient myself
just the tales of friends lost like me
I wondered directionless through life
without knowing which path to follow
no phares have enightened my night
no pole star were shining in the dark.
I didn't ever really know where to go
I didn't even really know what to do
II didn't even know which person to be
I didn't know what kind of life to live
to don't repeat the other's mistake
without an example of what is right
I have just made different mistakes
leading to my own failures and hell
I couldn't know that the voice calling
from the path I chose was of a demon
that was waiting at the burning gates
of a different circle of the same hell
I didn't ever really know where to go
I didn't even really know what to do
II didn't even know which person to be
I didn't know what kind of life to live
I didn't know I didn't know.....